"Looking back, I’ve always had an addictive personality. When I was 14, my dad died and I couldn’t regulate my emotions. Instead of telling people close to me that I felt lost, empty and isolated, I drank. As my friends got tipsy on alcopops, I drank super-strength lager until I blacked out. And I was a horrible drunk; loud, fake, the life and soul of the party whose soul was unbearably sad."
"The secret that nearly put me in prison"